i realize this is a good place to leave the radioactive traces of my sadness. the one person i rely on has become incredibly distant, on purpose i'd suppose. it has to do with him, anyhow. i'm so fucking sick of having feelings for steve. i don't understand why i can't just forget about everything. things seem so different. i sound like a twelve ( Read more... )

jesus. why do i even bother to have these things ( Read more... )

i've already left 3 bulletins on myspace and a couple of desperate entries on xanga, and now i just feel pathetic ( Read more... )

let's see. it's been quite a long time. nothing special has been goin' down. i worked with my dad over the summer. i don't have a job now. i have a killer mouse. school is okay ( Read more... )

SKA IS DEAD WAS SO FUN. I haven't been to a concert in so long. It. fucking. rocked.

And LeeAnn and Rachel left early, pussfacemcgees.

I LOVE LFO. I ALWAYS HAVE. VIVA LA LFO.

WHY ARE THEY SO GOOD?!

Today I hung out with Jamie, Samh and Jamie's cuz Josh. Of course, it was awesome.

I have a crush on a really cute boy. And he so totally doesn't notice/show any interest in me. And that's cool. Crushes fucking BLOW.

First day of school was actually really, really good. I mean like, really really really good.

I can't undertand a word Ms. Garay says, I love my chemistry teachers' accent, and the Flynnster won't be in for a week, so I'll have plenty of time to finish my books. I love you Mrs. Flynn, feel better. We're all here for you.

I'm not ready for school.

I'm not ready to grow up.

PhillyGangsta04: yo are my momma
PhillyGangsta04: i want to breeeed with you
PhillyGangsta04: honey i
PhillyGangsta04: love you

...Ok.