hung over.. possibly a little drunk still. Im a bad influence, sorry melissa ( Read more... )

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last night i went to a co workers house with craig and i took way to many shots, got so completly drunk i was throwing up, basically it was horrible. I woke up this morining with almost no recollection of the night before besides being completely hungover, and remembering were going to disneyland today!!

ive been trying and it just looks like things werent meant to work out.
you have to answer your phone and even then, you can still say no.

i was expecting a life changing experience. instead my hands felt like they were alseep for a half an hour and then for another hour and a half i felt like i was on shrooms. i should have taken more but i have no desire to fry anymore. my acid days are over before they started.

lets see
im making $8.03 now +tips
im not taking classes nest semester because by next fall im going to massage therapy school. not in vegas.
i lost my cell phone again. this happens atleast every 3 months now.
victoria is BIG! she lights up my life <3 ( Read more... )

I FUCKED UP. WORSE THAN IVE EVER FUCKED UP IN MY ENTIRE LIFE ( Read more... )

its wickedsick being able to make a 30 year old man butt hurt because i dont want to hang out with his creepy ass. i had three people storm away from me last night because im not down, haha.
i woke up this morning covered in paint! my car is due for a wash anyways... you know you loved it.

im gonna ask my boss for 40 hours a week. its worth it for that fucking paycheck. i might not be seeing my friends as much but it wont affect my relationship with mel or gabs and thats the only reassurance i need.
i wish i woke up next to you everyday cause when reality hit id still be smiling

wahhhhh!

sometimes you just want to kill yourself.i have a toothache and a dentist appointment.