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FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU WORLD

thats what i am just always right there just not good enough for anything for whatever i hate it when will it all get better? i seriously get happy and things are okay and then all of a sudden it all goes away and feel this over whelming empty hurtting heartache

working at pizza pan yeah dilvery driver yeah not deliveries ever yeah working a double today yeah and one tomorrow yeah
can you hear the excitment

new job screw quiznos nasty ass people working at pizza pan delivery driver which is kinda dykie but what the fuck ever its money and money is good money is always always good. today is my frist day and its super bowl sunday so tips will be good and im the only driver as of right now well
later

so yes i got a job gonna have to save so much money to go to school and once i get the money from rob, well then i will be able to go in march which kinda sucks that i have to wait but at least im gonna go still and im also taking so matters in to my own hands with family i have decided family is not what you are born into because they always fuck ( Read more... )

so i moved out of the base shitily but deserved, i think he might take me to court which will fizzle once they find out i want what he owes me whichs is not a lot at all. saw seth last night saw tim on friday brooke left evidence of weed in my car so i got caught smoking dumb dumb bitch... but none the less i am happy and everything is well right ( Read more... )

so yeah rob is getting out of the marines honorable discharge, lost my medical, and he thinks it will be better but its hard i dont know im hoping to get a job at frys.... sigh im hurtting so bad my back is killing me

ROB IS A FUCKING PRICK MAJOR MAJOR MAJOR FUCKING PRICK ASSHOLE DICK COCK SUCKER HE TOLD ME TO GET READY HE IS TAKING A FRIEND HOME REAL QUICK THAT LIVES ON BASE WE LIVE ON BASE HE WILL BE RIGHT BACK WE ARE GOING TO SD GOING TO GET DINNER GOING TO HIT THE LIVING ROOM OF COURSE TIM WASGOING AND OF COURSE I GET HAPPY ABOUT GOING FUCKER STILL ISNT HOME ( Read more... )

oh things are okay, my house is a mess i wish i had help cleaning it i regret living on base even tho it makes things easier i care so deeply for someone that i wont tell them out of pure fear of rejection and what doors it might open up.. oh well i think they are very aware