Well today is my 20th, birthday I dont feel different! I know its weird cause its like Im not a teen anymore, or you know 20 is the age where you start growing up, you go to be a real adult. But its like the begining of 16 candels, I just dont feel different! I dont know...I think I am basicaly over birthdays. I mean its not even a big deal to me. ( Read more... )

Well I had a great weekend! Shane and I hung out, besides some stuff that happened over all I had a great time. We are very opposite, but yet the same! I really like him, but I am just kind of playing it by ear. Because I dont know what could actually happen, if something or nothing ( Read more... )

Ok I just wanted to say that Shane texted me about 1230 am last night just to tell me hes really nervous.....what the hell is up this guy!? I mean seriously.....he was all I am really shy...and nervous...I guess maybe he does like me. Or maybe just a game...who knows! Anyways I just think its werid someone can be so nervous and shit about a date ( Read more... )

I really need to vaccum. I have rat turd all over my run, pretty fucking nasty if you ask me! Plus I need to see what all my rat has been hiding in his layer! Hahaha I love to call it that. Makes it sound so badass, when in reality its just under my bed, behind my suitcase, where he can go to hid and sleep when hes FREE ( Read more... )

I don't like to plan things because what are the odds, I will stick to them, or what if something happens and I get let down, or even let someone else down. I dont want to be responsible for it ( Read more... )

I have decided to write today and when I can. An update of my life. I will try to do this often, not sure how much I will actually get around to writing but I want to try. REALLY try! And when I put my mind to something I get it done ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I just want to leave this damn place. My friend is awesome and everything. But she is extremely lazy, you thought I was lazy? HAH funny compared to her. And the worst part is that she is a pre-med major, and I dont want to tell her but she isnt going to get into any med school from sitting around, sleeping, and not going to class. It ( Read more... )

It has been 9 months, and 10 days since I last wrote in here. Weird I forgot about this, but its nice I remembered I guess. Well life is going pretty good, I really like it here in San Angelo. Sometimes I miss the life I left, but what I have gone through has made me stronger, and I think I grew up a lot from it. I am in a place in my life I dont ( Read more... )

I LOVE ME FRIENDS ( Read more... )

All my 1st entrys for each month ( Read more... )