Can't sleep again.

Went to bed, tried for an hour, then got up, made some food watched TV, tried to sleep again, got on computer, tried again, and it's not workin.

Oh well. Made a purchase this evening... M-audio Axiom 61 key midi controller.


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Robs was busy as shit, and the burg was kind of slow ( Read more... )

Today was good ( Read more... )

Wow, i've laid there for the past two hours with my eyes closed and still can't sleep. I need more than 3 hours of sleep to handle tomorrow... or today rather...

Wow I just had the worst round of nightmares i've had in a while. I hate that shit because now I know it's gonna be a while 'for I go back to sleep and I gotta be up early to go work at the beach house ( Read more... )

It's always a long time in between posts but this has been by far too long because I almost forgot my password. Felt it's time to update because well for 1 it's 1.40 and i'm bored, and 2 I'm thinking about starting to LJ more often. The key word is thinking there because chances are it wont happen. I guess it all depends on how I feel about it ( Read more... )

Yum Fresh beats :-D ( Read more... )

Much has happened since my last post and I realize how incredibly stupid and full of anger it was. I made the biggest mistake of my life and I hurt so bad because of it. People think just because I dumped her i'm fine and stuff but it's not like that whatsoever. Her mom sent me an email that was very sincere and I realize i mistook shellys ( Read more... )

I'm sposed to be doing my midterm for astronomy right now but I really dont feel like it. I'm taking the SATs tomorrow which is cool I guess It'll be interesting to see how I do. I'm starting to get my head clear and figure out what's going on in my life. Saw gramps (my psychotherapist) today and he says it helps if I know what my values are and ( Read more... )

Hardly any of my friends understand what it's like to be a prisoner of your own thoughts. I hurt real bad but I guess in my heart I know we'll both be better off. I am fine when I have people over or something to take my mind off of it but I still feel like barfing whenever I think about the sad stuff. I guess it was time for a change in my life ( Read more... )