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Since I'm up early with nothing better to do...
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Curiouser and Curiouser
So a very curious thing just happened. There I was sleeping happily, apparantly *finally* out of the front for a minute, when something grabs me, shoves me back into the front mid-conversation with my credit card company! I was like "WTFhello?" Gah, no phone ring, no warning, just fucking talk to them, with no idea what's been said ( Read more... ) -
Therapy Update
So we went to therapy today. It was... eh. Productive? Maybe. Robin basically had to dig out of us why we were angry because the brain just shut down. We just couldn't think or speak or anything! But Madeline did say that she was feeling invalidated being called a "part". That threw Robin for a loop. But she seems to be open to calling everyone ( Read more... ) -
Anticipation
Hmm... headachey ( Read more... ) -
Ramblin' Rants
Where to start?
I don't even know.
The body is experiencing a severe headache right now, and its been going on and off for four days. Robin says its likely due to the pollen in the air, just a sinus headache, but this is killing us.
We've been surveying the collecitve lately, trying to figure things out. Figure out why Madeline is screaming (yes we' ( Read more... ) -
Black Outs
(as copied from my personal journal ( Read more... ) -
Trucking Along
So I *should* be getting about $1000 from an old company I worked for this week. This is excellent news because it means that we will be able to see my therapist, Robin, again. We are all very excited. We had to stop seeing her in mid-January because we couldn't afford it, but with the money, we will be good to see her until my disability/ssi ( Read more... ) -
My world falls apart...
I've lost my health insurance. It weighs heavily on me. The only way I can get it back is to pay about $1300 to cover December, January, and February's premiums. But I don't have that much. I don't have anything. Literally. My bank account has $0.79 in it and I have about $10 in cash. I'm living with my mom and it sucks.
I'm going to Highland ( Read more... ) -
What the HELL.
I just have this nagging depression right now.
I think part of it is Robin. She's going to discontinue seeing me after January because I can't pay her. And I can't take that. I feel very dependent on Robin. When I think about not seeing her, I want to cry... or cut. Or both. Robin has been an amazing influence in my life. Shes been there though ( Read more... )