yeah... if your reading this one its a long one... have fun... but i feel much better now

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Well im officially depressed again.... not knowing what to do.... Jobless and soon homeless again. Ive been like this all day now... and i dont know what to do... this is all very confusing to me and im tired of livin like this.... melissa should call tomorrow to tell me when she can take me job hunting.... im just tired of this all.... as soon as ( Read more... )

I was in a great fucking mood until It was fucking ruined!!!!!!! Getting fucking bitched at cause of the fucking computer wires being on the floor... like its my fucking fault.. im not the one who did the fucking wires up.... hurting or not doesnt give her a FUCKING REASON TO FUCKING YELL AT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS ( Read more... )

Yeah today was total shit.... im not feeling good or anything... but then Jenny Called.... Im so happy now
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Here I am... 5:20 and already im ready for bed... Im getting th brunt of of Momma Debbies anger... I always do. I dont know why. If something goes wrong with anything im the first one she bitches at. Like today... the stove lighter came up missing and i got yelled at cause of it. I dont know what to say!!! Its all fucking bullshit and ill be ( Read more... )

Here I am... Listing to Dam Dariram redoing my website completely... Ive Been at it for about 4 hours already and Its coming along very nicely. I like Version 5 alot better than the rest. This one will be easier to Maintain due to I-Frames :D cuts my editing time in by atleast 3/4.... After going though about 50 templates I chose this one and Im ( Read more... )

We got to keep the computer afterall... and Joe will be getting a phone at his house.. so he will be able to use the internet there... I just downloaded a bunch of stepfiles for Stepmania... 973mb worth so ill have fun for a while. But im still depressed for some reason... i dunno why. Here I am... listening to Music and getting worse and worse ( Read more... )

I honestally dont know what to do anymore. I have Another Week of computer payments sitting in my pocket right now. But if i pay it then i lose a friend, if i dont pay it i lose my only source to talk to me friends and keep my sanity... Theres just gonna be one large fight between everyone and joe. And i Keep getting drug into the middle of it ( Read more... )

There was an Internet outage for over 6 hours today... I didnt get to talk to Jenny at all :( ..... This was a pretty large outage... my friend 50 miles away was experenced the same thing.... something about a substation going bad... but it was fixed at about 2:30pm ( Read more... )

Well ill tell you about my weekend.. be prepaired to be bored out of your mind!!!

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