I'm running and running and no one can catch me
don't know why
to find that one who can succeed?
but i'm tired

Chocolate Bread Pudding with Bacon Crème Anglaise ( Read more... )

Instantly feeling the physical manifestations of emotional trauma is an amazing phenomenon of human experience.

I feel like a ghost just went through me. And left me more empty and rejected than before.

Why do I let this happen? I was doing ok.

Wednesday,July 22 ( Read more... )

I really love my daddy. Even though I toughed it out for four years, being away from my parents, proving to them for no reason that I could do it, I'm really looking forward to moving back for just two months. I hope we get to spend lots of time together! Like running or biking, going out on the boat, eating interesting food, talking. I wish I ( Read more... )

I'll be so glad when this whole apartment thing is over just so I won't be reminded daily of being dumped by a friend anymore. But I'll be sad that it had to end this way. For now it just makes me sad and frustrated in a way I can't describe nor have I ever felt before ( Read more... )

I'M SO MAD ABOUT PEOPLE WHO CLAIM THEY HAVE A LEGITIMATE ARGUMENT AGAINST ALLOWING PEOPLE OF THE SAME SEX TO GET MARRIED.

ARGH.

On the other hand, YAY for the triumph of reason in the few places in the US where it exists.

I don't have any money. Because of that I (maybe) won't be able to see Lindsay in May, I (maybe) won't be able to go to Colombia, I'll have to ask my parents to pay for the flight to Spain. Why can't I just have some kind of windfall? How does everyone else get to travel way more than I do? I hate it when I see people my age driving bmw's/ ( Read more... )

about myself ( Read more... )

I'm bored. I don't look like my profile picture anymore, haven't in a while. It is from 2006 after all ( Read more... )