Walking on broken glass

[nephtys369]

Today is October second. Today is the day I die inside. Today is the day I remember my greatest mistake. I remember that had I not been a spoiled little attention hungry brat one of the only truly good, and genuine, people on this earth would still be alive. Had I not been a little needy brat her two year old son would be alive as well.......

Comments

Eeeh...

[anonymous]

hey sweetie. wow. i don't know all the details but i'm sure it's a drag. so sorry for the twisting pain ur probably feeling right now. give me a call or email me, text me... something, if you need to talk. or just want to get out.
Teresa

Re: Eeeh...

[nephtys369]

Thanks Teresa...I yak yak with you online now.

[sugarstareyes]

i dont know what this is all about. i dont know if ive ever been the cause of anyones death. i was probably too selfish at the time to realize it. but anyway what is the point in taking the blame and dwelling in it? whats done is done and you like evrybody else need to get over it. my mothers on antidepressants and some other meds too. shes been on them for 5 1/2 years so far. shell always take 8 sleeping pills a night but even if i was the cause of that i wouldnt let myself feel awful about it because unless i did it intenionally, its really not my fault. it was just an accident. and its too bad that she would have to pay for it but if theres nothing you can do, theres nothing you can do. im not going to sit around and start a pity party because i know you better than that and youre not that pathetic to need one but i will say i hope you feel better. toughen up and get over it because letting yourself "die inside" over something that happened that you can not now control is stupid. *kisskiss

[nephtys369]

Feel better now...just the "anniversary" gets to me. But yeah...I'll call you later today.