I've spent the past few months as if in some nostalgic frenzy.  I've spent a great deal of time with Neko, I spoke with V and began talking to Andi again.  All good things I must assure you, but it's just....irksome how things have changed.  V is some childish party goer, Andi is as indecisive as ever (if not more so) and Neko...well I don't know ( Read more... )

Well, it's been over a year.  I'm not even going to bother saying I'll update more regularly, it never happens. Far too much has happened in my life since my last post to fit into words.  I'm content I suppose; Friendships have come and gone.  Lover's have done the same. Work is still the main constant in my life, and I'm as confused about ( Read more... )

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I worked next to Andrew all day today.  He asked about Victor and I answered his questions.  Then about Neko (Greg), answered his questions about him too.  Then he moved to "plus one." He was introduced to John as me plus one by Niki (one K) a long time ago. That was an interesting conversation.  I was presented with the question "Why do you put up ( Read more... )

It's been over a year, far too much has happened for me to cover completely.  I last mentioned Neko and I splitting up, well after that came Victor/Tama; he was perfect...the Eiri part and all...but that died after a year; then came Danny, two weeks of forced sincerity.  Now there is John....John who I've been forcing affection for for 6 months ( Read more... )

OK, so I visited Hava today. We spent all day roaming around san francisco. She made me go to Victoria's Secret....soooooo much pink! Then we rode on some glass elevators 400 ft up and took picts. Ran around Japan Town where I spend 20 dollars on chapstick (yikes!) and discovered the most wonderful thing....PHOTO BOOTHS! We went crazy. Later I ( Read more... )

Today all the walls I've built up around myself, to shield myself...they all came down.  So cliche, no?  I don't know what to do.  I'm always the one who people go TO when they need help, but I can't seem to help myself.  I mean, those of you reading this, what would you do if I came to you crying asking for help?  I do everything I can to help the ( Read more... )

Over a decade, you'd think we'd forget...move on....but no. Even after all these years, there are days that hurt. Too bad one of them has to be the "Day of Love." An entire family mourning on a day of bliss....how sad.

I dare say I saw this coming....at least I can be ryoko.

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