I went to Disneyland for my friend's birthday on July 30th. We spent the entire day there! It was fun. That was the most fun I've had since the depressing break-up.

I'm afraid I won't have anyplace to live once I go back to SoCal on Friday.

It seems my mother won't let me live with her....

Don't know what I'll do....

So here I am, hanging out up in Northern California, hoping to just have a nice time gaming and forget about Derek for awhile.... just to give him and myself some space ( Read more... )

So I dreamt that when I came back from this trip that I'm on, I went back to West Virginia, in my grandmother's house. When I went there, Evan (my ex-fiancee before Derek) was living with me (instead of Derek) and that we had separate beds in my old bedroom in my grandmother's house... and that I was depressed because I missed him and he said "It' ( Read more... )

My boyfriend of 4 years broke up with me.

The one I dropped my life for in West Virginia and moved out to California for.

Yeah....

It's going to be that kind of time in my life.

Have you ever felt suddenly very alone?

Have you ever wished it could be different?

.......... me too.

A few things have set me on this path with the goals in mind (which I will list later ( Read more... )

I saw Offspring LIVE in Irvine and Dexter played this by himself on the piano. He is freaking hilarious!