So yea i got the job @ the law firm! and here i am! @ my desk! LOL....Gotta love life dont ya?!?!?!!?

Anyway just wanted to say i got the job and yea i like it here!!

so yea here i am in my skirt @ my desk!!!

love u all!!

real update soon!!!

so yea mainly today was a good day ( Read more... )

I got a cute xmas layout!! Go check it out! and leave me some lovin! I am at brandons soooo i'll update when i get home~!!

i love brandon! awwwwww! ok anyway! the drama is gone! hopefully! YAY! well, i am soooooo sooorry i was so depressing! but whatever! so today was long......and then drama to the mama and yea brandon and i went to "s.lovers" house and i drank and i am buzzed........its good! i got hurt when i got home and it sucked and heres why ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to my little angel xbabiestarx

I love you sweetie! :)

i am dead to him as dead can be.......i hate this......i dont know what to do or think he wont talk to me.......he cant pick up his phone....i dont even know if theres a point even for me to try.......i wish i was just a little more not me....i hate myself!

it was weird last night after i went to bed all i thought about was killing myself and the weird thing is that i didnt want to think about.....i called brandon 2 times last night but i guess it was too hard for him to pick up that phone...so its like i tried..i am seriously so upset..like when i dont care about anything right now....yea its getting ( Read more... )

" there is something in me, a drive that i can't explain, and it pushes me to do i want to do ( Read more... )

my life is falling apart! so far away from me i cant reach and grab it! i wanna give up on all of it! i dont car @ all anymore! just honest i wanna say "fuck it" i have never been like this before yet i dont know what will happen...i dont care to live anymore! the most important thing in the world to me (brandon) doesnt realize and he let me push ( Read more... )

i am so tired! and i have a lot too update and i will tommorow! i posted a comment to almost all of u kidlets and now i am tired!!

i love you all!!!

leave me some lovin!