I have been tossing and turning lately. I have been experiencing too much of a good thing. I am maintaining what i feel is a positive mentality. But... I can't help but regress into old habits. I am so used to the "norm" that i experience that I think it limits the amount of happiness that i will allow myself. I guess in a way it's a good thing ( Read more... )

I made it through work yesterday. But I am more afraid for today. It's not that I am capapble of losing my job anymore. It's that i am incapable of performing it. Not due to any of my own self instructions but it's the weight of one my managers careening down at me full of disdain for the sunday passed. I hope he looks at me with eyes that forgive ( Read more... )

For no apparent reason ( Read more... )

Today hasn't started out so well ( Read more... )

I feel powered today. I feel as though I have a direction. It feels so positive. I like one-liners. I an feeling good. Cup o' noodle.

It's also gloomy out today...

i like it.

Good day.

So i am starting to have a little fun. I am starting to hate my job... i just cant seem to find something that i like to do. but that is life, right?

Hmm..
I want to put my "real" life into motion but that seems a long stretch... I guess i should aim a little lower and settle for finishing this semester with perfect grades. haha ( Read more... )

So I am sitting here at home and I am thinking about what i want to do with my life.

Everything i do involves my wonderful sisters. I want them to always live atleast in the same area. zipcodes preferrably.
But long story short... i want to be a famous actor and then one day run for President of the United States of America.

Wish me luck. :)

So today is Valentine's Day!! Hooray!!! :)

Happy Valentine's Day Everyone!!!

I hope everyones gets what they want whether it be emotional, physical or greeting card love.

One of the three nothing more though. Let's not get greedy. :) haha

I hate to solicit myself on here but if anyone wants to show me some love today then come visit me at ( Read more... )

Right now i am at school typing on my... laptop yes laptop :) haha

I am new to this kind of thing and let me tell you... it's exciting!

I really hate going to this college only because of the commute. Too many people coming and going.
I should either:
1. Move closer
or
2. Transfer to UCI already

wait... it's already happening :)

I am starting to get back to the basics ( Read more... )