im paranoid. i had a very scary dream. and im all freaked out about what it was trying to tell me. dont i feel foolish? yes ( Read more... )

hmm. so most of you have no idea whats been going on in my life. so many changes lately that i dont blame you. plus the fact that i never write in this anymore. but i suppose i should enlighten you all. for the heck of it at least ( Read more... )

good byes break my heart. but also make me feel a little more stable.
i was heartbroken. but now i feel stronger. rawr.
i can do this. but ill miss you. until next time
i have a great boyfriend. i know i sometimes complain. but he really is special.
i hope second semester of my senior year is great. and yours too.

new

what a fascinating past couple of days ( Read more... )

does anybody else feel the love of mix tapes and playlists? lately ive been addicted to this form of expression.it seems that i have a playlist for every feeling or situation imaginable. its my way of sorting things out. it usually works. like when im angry. i listen to my RAWR playlist and then afterwards i listen to my FEEL BETTER playlist. ( Read more... )

this weekend has been interesting. friday night was the DV concert. bonded with the lovely band parents. so nice. i love having the hook ups with kalie. actually. i love having kalie in general. the concert itself was enjoyable. its nice to just sit back and enjoy. not worry if they do well or not. (but of course they did wonderfully.) and then. ( Read more... )

so. i just had a great break through. i figured out what i want to get a very difficult person. now i just have a couple more. what do u get the person that means everything in the world to u? this person has everything he could possibly want. but to me. he is life. i have no idea. it kills me every gift giving time.

i love that kid.

but. i mostly ( Read more... )

wow wow wow. has it been a long time! so sorry ( Read more... )

omg. i cant believe this is real. i cant stop crying and i really didn't think i would take it this seriously ( Read more... )

so i had a lovely relaxing weekend at my grandparents house. things just seem so simple there. weather was PERFECT. i wore jeans and sweater the whole weekend!! i LOVE SWEATers! :-) it rained. and i was happy. my nana made me french toast. my poppy took me shopping. love love love ( Read more... )