is what life is...write more later 

one sentence could make me feel horrible........

So its 3:15 in the AM and I just work up about an hour ago. My sleeping has been really fucked up. Its gunna be hell next week when school starts. Im watching Make me a Supermodel right now. God Damn these guys are freaking hot! lol. I have such a busy day tommorow. Im have to be at the DMV office at 8 am to pay for my cars registration. I hate ( Read more... )

Je suis une nouvelle ame
Je peux faire esperer ce monde etrange
Je peux apprendre un peu comment donner et recevoir
Mais depuis que je suis ici, j'ai senti la joie et la crainte
Je me suis trouve, faisant que chaque erreur soit possible

So i figure i would use this daily again to keep my mind sane.  It's been a pretty busy week i'd have to say. I ( Read more... )

Wow... I can't Believe I actually remember my password to get into this journal. ITs been more than a year since I have made an official post. Ive had the urge to just write and vent latley. So I guess this Journal will be put to use alot more. It was so weird looking back on the previous entries. Those events and feelings feel like they happened ( Read more... )

Remember me? Hi Everyone!
-Christopher

www.myspace.com/dorkyhead

It suck how quick my moods change. I just hate the way I am sometimes. I'm the type of person that cant stand dissapointing anyone or myself but more so other people. I feel so down right now. I feel like I dissapointed the person I love the most and it just feels shity. What makes me feel even more retarded is I know he really isnt bothered by ( Read more... )

FINALLY I UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah So I havent updated in awile. Sometimes I only use this as a vent tool when things are going bad. But for some strange reason ive been feeling GRRRRREAT! Life is good! Jezz Im so excited only a few more days till my 21st birthday. Its funny how I have been waiting my whole life for that day. I feel so old...but in a ( Read more... )

So I Finally heard from freddie today after over a week. It was through a text message, but it made me feel 10 times better. I think thats just what i needed, to know that he's still there thinking about me. It doesnt cure my sadness but makes me feel a whole lot better ( Read more... )

Here comes the rain again ( Read more... )