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Feels
I've been having a lot of doubts lately. Do I love him? Do I really want to spend the rest of my life with him? The things is that it's easier to be with him, but am I happy? Why am I here still ( Read more... ) -
F*cked up life
Sometimes, just sometimes I wonder why I must be this f*cked up? Why me? Life would be so much easier if I was "normal". Then there's the question: what is normal? I surely cannot answer that. I just want to be more normal that I am at this point in my life ( Read more... ) -
Just a little update
Oh wow, it has been years since I last posted here. Oops. I've been writing in my blog in finnish lately (over a year now). It's so much easier to write in my native language. I hate how my english gets rusty and it gets difficult to find the words. I wish I had friends abroad so I could use english more ( Read more... ) -
Finally an update
I have few dilemmas in my life at this moment.
First: My father will travel to USA in few weeks. He's going to Boston for language course. I wish I could go with him. I have decided that one day I will travel to USA. Hopefully sooner than later. But for now I need to figure out what I could ask for him to bring for me from his trip. (My english is ( Read more... ) -
year 2009
Wow, it's already 2009.. I cannot believe it. So much happened on 2008 ( Read more... ) -
Chances
So... I guess the big news are that I'm a single again. Not by choice, btw. But I'm living alone now. Or I still have my twins. :) My pride and joy (I mean my hamsters ( Read more... ) -
New Year
So it's a new year again and it's been 28weeks since I last updated. So... what is new ( Read more... ) -
The map
Oh wow! I just tried the map thingy that LJ has. And wow ( Read more... ) -
Mad World
All around me are familiar faces ( Read more... ) -
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It's raining! In the middle of the winter. I wish it would be snowing but no, it's just water! I don't like this. I like snow in the winter, not water...