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Idle daydreaming
I don't often do this, but I was thinking to myself what I would want if I weren't restricted by my current situation. If I got a sugar daddy, or suddenly came into money or something, what would I do, what would I get? My answers are, I think, surprisingly reserved ( Read more... ) -
Ranting
I am a twisted individual. And my last relationship, the one referenced in my last post, really, really really messed me up- even more, I think than the abusive one I got out of around this time last year. The one I'm in now is the healthiest one so far, but it still ain't great. I think I finally found someone truly admirable, who is nice to me, ( Read more... ) -
developments.. cause I know you all care so much about the mundane details of my stupid life
So Objectivist Dom still wants to talk, which pleases me greatly ( Read more... ) -
things that are bad for me
mostly men. and the stress associated with them. And don't tell me to just be single and happy, cause it's only gotten worse since I've been single ( Read more... ) -
still haven't dumped the BF
and am finding it harder and harder to do. I believe I've condensed my problem at least verbally. I've never met anyone I've been more intellectually connected to, agree with more on, and can converse as well with. I admire him a great deal and am very attracted to him. However, I'm sexually unsatisfied, and can't actually see myself having a ( Read more... ) -
I write to help myself find answers
so if you're tired of listening to me whine, feel free to ignore me. My daddy always said (boy do I sound like a spoiled little southern girl) that what you truly believe will show in what you write. His advice has never failed me- I've learned so much about myself by keeping a journal. Right now though, I'm seeking a particularly difficult answer ( Read more... ) -
ack! eeek!
Soooo.....The BF asked me to Thanksgiving with his family. Which is thoughtful and all but I don't really feel is appropriate. I responded with " I don't want to butt in on family time". He countered with "well, I want you to get along with my family cause I want you to be a part of it someday ( Read more... )
