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nerrin

permanon post.

Nov 30, 2035 21:24

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anonymous June 20 2010, 21:22:00 UTC

I'm so glad you made a post like this ( ... )

anonymous June 20 2010, 21:24:24 UTC

So we head home and my girl bf starts crying cause she thinks she's a horrible friend for getting me drunk (which I reassured her that she wasn't and to cheer up). M is still being Mr. Angry and my other guy bf who shall be called C appeared to be indifferent but I'm sure he was irritated even though he tried to hide it. So we miss my last bus (by seconds... we saw it leave us behind) so we had to take a different bus and walk me quite a distance... and to be honest, I was being grumpy and a total brat even though C and girl bf was trying their hardest to get me to eat disgusting bread and water so I wouldn't be so sick. I ended up spilling some personal things that I hadn't wanted to say and just felt miserable with them around me. To be honest, I really just wanted to walk home by myself without them around me. But being the stubborn friends they are, they walked me to my door ( ... )

nerrin June 21 2010, 04:42:12 UTC

Thank you for what you've said about my posts, I'm really glad you enjoy reading them ( ... )

anonymous June 27 2010, 03:10:18 UTC

Well, I've worked things out with my girl bf and C. They were actually concerned about me and my girl bf was avoiding me cause she thought I hated her for buying me so many drinks. lol.. so things are peachy between us now. =)

M is still being an idiot and won't talk to me even though I've given him a week to cool off. Well, he has to talk to me sooner or later. If not, well something will have to be done to solve this.

And thanks for the encouragement and the pieces of advice. =) I really just needed someone to vent to. Thanks for listening. ^_^

anonymous June 20 2010, 22:19:47 UTC

I'm a failure, and I know I am. I'm a slob, I don't brush my teeth as often as I should, I can't handle a lot of stress, and I can't get a job. I can't take criticism because that makes me hate myself even more. Even the slightest thing completely sets me off, and I start building on a side comment until I get to the point where I'm an ungrateful brat who will never do anything right. Sometimes, it's enough to make me want to kill myself.

nerrin June 21 2010, 04:53:47 UTC

You're aware of all of this already, so is it possible to start changing it? I know it's difficult because a lot of things are in-built emotionally and controlling emotions (like stress, feeling that 'fuck, I can't do anything right, maybe I should just disappear') but you could always start small, like trying to brush your teeth more often (stick notes everywhere to remind yourself, that's what I did...), etc.

Whatever it is, I have confidence that you WILL get better, and if you can't find a job it's a try and try and try again thing (you can't ever give up even if it's difficult and you get rejected, that's what job-hunting is) - and don't ever kill yourself. Please, don't - there are people here, me included, who will be sad to see you disappear one day. I don't want to see any of my friends go away or die like that, I know it's really selfish of me but please don't ever kill yourself even if you feel like a failure or a brat because I know I have felt that way a lot of times, maybe I can't truly understand but the only thing you ( ... )

anonymous June 21 2010, 00:28:39 UTC

I often feel bad looking at my friends list because there are people I don't talk to on it. We only became friends because of an old friend who I no longer talk to anymore. I've thought about de-friending them because we never talk but then I feel like I'd be a jerk if I did.

I also want to try and make new LJ friends, ones that I'll actually have things in common with to talk to ya know? But it is not as easy as it sounds.

nerrin June 21 2010, 04:45:41 UTC

I know how that feels - some people have been on my list for ages and I no longer talk to them anymore...but the thing is if everyone is doing nothing but clogging up space and the two of you don't even comment or reply to each other's entries, I don't suppose there's any point in keeping the other on your list. If this has gone on for a long time without any communication whatsoever, then yeah, cutting him/her would be a good choice.

Making friends like that is never really easy...sometimes even with common interests, two people might still be unable to connect. I also hope to make more friends like that, and I hope you'll be able to find people like that too!

anonymous June 21 2010, 04:54:20 UTC

I sneezed on my hand. I want to clean it up but it feels really nice.
Should I rub it on my dog?

nerrin June 21 2010, 05:03:43 UTC

Your poor dog might get some sort of random germ clinging to it, DON'T DO IT ANON D:

WASH YOUR HANDS!!

anonymous June 21 2010, 05:31:40 UTC

...It's too late.

nerrin June 21 2010, 05:40:41 UTC

AIYAHHHHHHHHHHH D:

sailoraustralia June 21 2010, 12:15:51 UTC

I have a crush on you RIGHT NOW! BD
one day, you shall be mine e ____e

I feel like nobody I know really cares about me, like, individually as a person, aside from maybe one or two people. People seem to want me to care about what they say and pay attention to what they do but they don't give a flying fuck about me. It's just starting to PISS ME OF AUGH
I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO CARE, GOD DAMMIT

AM I AN UNLIKABLE PERSON
TELL ME HUH e _____e /SHAKES