permanon post.

[nerrin]

♛Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue

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[spicareplay]

I hate how I still like her more than anyone else ever. 8|

[nerrin]

lord bb, you've told me about this before? ;___; /HUGS

I'm really sorry you have to deal with shit like that, really, but I'm so lost as to what I *can* do to help you sometimes.

[spicareplay]

So like Sunday, when she knew I was on a trip to a different state and had pretty limited internet connection, she tweets to me all "Can I change my relationship status on Facebook from married to single?" and when I asked why she was all "It's because I only like you as a friend now" and I had no idea what the hell that was supposed to mean since we started the whole hubby and waifu thing ever before I liked her. Then she told me to check Plurk because it explained it better.
Pretty much to be blunt she said she didn't like me anymore and she felt the best thing to do was to break my heart so I would forget about her, and that even though she was doing this she felt no guilt for breaking my heart or doing it at all whatsoever.

Pretty much she made the entire Facebook tweet thing because she knew for a fact I would of asked why, and it gave her a perfect chance to tell me right then and there.

So, I feel all super fabulous now, obviously.

[nerrin]

...Actually if she didn't like you anymore and felt that it'd be better for you to forget her...well obviously you're NOT going to forget, but it was perhaps better in the long run for the both of you, rather than keep pretending. But I feel that she should've at least had the decency to feel guilty about this, that's just...that's not very nice of her, and that's putting it rather lightly. What she did also honestly sounds like some sort of thought-out ploy, too. :/ Feel better, alright? ♥

also as to that de-anoning thing, don't worry ♥ pffftt bb, I'm really super-honored and aha, it does sound awkward to say this but I do like you too okok. ;3;

[anonymous]

I actually have a crush on you, but I don't want to tell you because I'm scared I might hurt you;;

[nerrin]

Trust me, anon, you wouldn't. Believe me on that.

Please, I know it's a selfish request but...PM me about this? I'd really like to know who you are, but if it's really too private, then it's alright. :)

[anonymous]

I'm also scared you don't like me back, because I don't think I'm likable, and I'm scared if it make our friendship turn for the worse if I tell you. I don't want to do something wrong and hurt you because I've had my heart hurt by other people and I don't want to potentially put you through any of that. ////

[nerrin]

Trust me, I wouldn't do something like that if you de-anoned yourself -- I'm sure you're a likable person, have more confidence in yourself! I wouldn't treat you any worse once I find out your real identity either, I'm just not that sort of person, see. xD

People grow through all sorts of experience, and being hurt by other people is one of those things - but at the same time, we'll never know if we don't try, right? I've been through things on this end too, anon, if may or may not have been as bad as what you've gone through but have faith in my strength! :)

[anonymous]

Lately, I've become less outgoing, especially with my IRL friends. It's not that I don't like them or anything, sometimes I don't really hang out with them because they like things I don't (read: shopping for bags, shopping, more shopping, excessive shopping).. and at times I think I suck. I'm really good friends with them, but sometimes I just don't feel like doing anything with them. I'm such a hypocrite.

[nerrin]

Hah, I understand that sort of feeling, I'm a bit like that with my IRL friends. Except I go on twitter too much these days and end up alienating people in general.
Is there really nothing any of you can do together? :(

[anonymous]

I've never written any of the aliens before ffff I hope this is ok.

He levels his gaze at his--her--chest. No, breasts. Though they're...not anything like he'd expect a girl to have since they're flat and almost similar to his own torso.

"You're...you're what?"

She fixes him with a gaze. "Burn, you can't not have known. We bathed together."

"Like I was looking at..." his gaze drifts lower and now he sees, yeah, in her skintight suit there's no bulge. "...that."

"God you're stupid."

Well at least--" he chokes out, partially because he knows she's right, "--at least I'm not a girl!"

Big mistake. Oh, big mistake.

"Your...face," Gran says when they pass each other in the hall. "What happened to your..."

"Hey." Burn backs him up against the wall and slaps a hand over his swollen cheek, which only makes it sting more. "That Gazell," he says. "He's..." his voice drops to a whisper, "he's a sheThe look he gets back, and the reaction, are not what he expected

[anonymous]

I MISS YOU
SO MUCH