Happy birthday, friend.

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I miss Ryan. His 10 hour work days suck. By the time he gets home I'm so tired that I just want to go to bed. Oh well, whatever. He is so amazing. Whenever I'm with him I am just so happy. Its an amazing change from my depression ( Read more... )

Yay! No baby for me

I have never been so happy to be cramping and bleeding. Beautiful menstruation. /pokes at ovaries.

Kids, use condoms. Kthxbai

Last night was horrible. Ryan and I were both freaking out. I'm really late. Like 2 weeks late. I hope its stress. I made Logan go with my to get an EPT. It said negative. If I don't get soon I'll take another test then kill myself.

Fuck my life.
I don't want a baby.

I hate when people post 12 million pictures of themselves in the self portrait community just so people will tell them how pretty they are and how amazing their "photography" is, even if it is complete shit, and they're not cute at all.

fin.

Christmastime in the mall makes me want to shoot myself. Funny how even before I worked there I hated going to the mall... now I am there almost everyday. Wheee. I am just glad the holiday season is almost over. And damn my manager.
yup thats it for now.

First cavity in like... I don't know. 6,7,8 years.
My mouth feels fucked up.
Must stop drinking soda.

Anyway. Gyno today. YAY! I am never going to get used to having some middle aged woman oogling at my cooter and poking my boobs. Not a comfortable situation to be in.
God.

My mouth is throbbing.