My ex was without power for 60 hours. SIXTY HOURS!

And I can't stop laughing. Sixty hours. Oh man. I love having his screenname on AIM and being a semi-stalker and reading his away messages. I also love living in the city where rarely our power goes out and if it does it's only for a few hours.

Is this bad? That I feel so unbelievably devious

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If I promise to be your new best friend, would you design a LJ layout for me? Comments are welcome... my journal is bare of them :[

Periods on top of uncles and pets dying and chaos with family issues at home and outside of it make Lauren a crazy crazy girl.

I need to know someone cares. I think... I know. I do know that people care but... I feel so alone.

I haven't slept in seven days. Seven days. I haven't slept well at least.

And I need a break.

( ohyesohyes john you will be happy )

( Life sucks and then you die. )

If I don't get money by July 25, I'm losing my domain.

I need 40 dollars... quick.

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I went to Motion City last night with theonlyguy. Good times. Good times.

Pictures and video to follow. I am just too damn lazy to do anything about it right now.

<3

And a note about my uncle. Tests were done today, I still don't know anything so I'm hoping that I'll find something out tonight.

Le sigh.

So, when I think things start to get better and I come home to a city that is so much more different than California... I realize that no, not everything is better and in fact life really sucks not for only me but for everyone ( Read more... )