My eyes still open as daylight walked between my blinds telling me something was terribly wrong with the way that I thought that day. The ideas that circled around my brain drifted apart slowly to take shelter with the other ideas that had just become vague memories over the past few years, almost like they were afraid to let me see them. I stood ( Read more... )

i don't think i like many people these days.

i can't use what i can't abuse.
and i can't stop when it comes to you.

you burn me out but i'm back at your door.
like joan of arc coming back for more.

i nearly died.

everyday hurts a little more.

everything seems a little bit odd these days.
but i don't think anyone's really noticed except for me.

covered with hope + vaseline.
still cannot fix this broken machine.
watching the hole, it used to be mine.
just watching it burn in my steady, systematic decline.
of the trust i will betray.
give it to me, i throw it away.

after everything i've done i hate myself for what i've become.

it took you to make me realizesmashed up my sanity ( Read more... )

i don't want you to want me
'cos it won't work in the end
i don't need you to need me tonight
i'll be just fine
and i won't come back again

there was never any place
for someone like me to be totally happy
i'm running out of clock and that ain't a shock
some things never do change
never do change

i stumble around nervously to find my keys ( Read more... )

i don't have anything..
fuck.