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we were
We were in love within moments ( Read more... ) -
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I want to know when this ache inside me will go away. When it will stop hurting that you won't talk to me. When you will stop appearing in my dreams to mess with my waking hours -
I need to know
I know you question
If even think at all
But I assure you, there's nothing fickle or fictional about this feeling ( Read more... ) -
9 cal/gram
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i saw you, and i couldn't speak.
I let you terrify my waking hours,
i let you complicate my would-be restful dreams,
I let you make me blame myself for hiding
I let myself miss you
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even if you never read this, you have to know I miss you, and I'm sorry, for everything
I used to wonder when it would happen.
When was I going to wake up erased?
Deleted, there is no discourse to be had from a broken string of consciousness,
no two interlocutors interloping on bad terms and consequences.
We were mere mortals, contractually bound to one another
by past investments, now gone sour.
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They'll find it hard to sleep tonight.
I feel adrift as of late,
Every single night, the same arrangement, I go out and fight the fight. Still I always feel the strange estrangement. Nothing here is real. Nothing here is right.
I had an out of body experience today, it's interesting that i haven't had one since eighth grade, they used to happen all the time. It's not so much about ( Read more... ) -
my sign is vital, my hands are cold
I've been on testosterone for 4 days and I'm fervently optimistic about this ( Read more... ) -
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i have my Rx for T and an appointment for a mastectomy consultation.
things are looking up