WHOA.
Today has been a whole lotta NOTHING.
Woke up.
Sat around.
Im going to Sams later..
Thats about all.
O: Oh. I did have toast..lol. thats about it.
Im in a good mood today.
<3<3Nessa.

*phew* today was fun.
went to waterloo.
Saw my my grandpa,nana, and my aunt barb.
Went to see my sisters new apt.
drove in the car for a very long time.
Spent the whole time listening to my coral fang cd.
thats all.
im in a good mood.
Night y'all.
<3<3 Nessa

I haven't written in awhile, and things have improved. im doing my best to forget even though every song on the radio is e-v-i-l. haha. Thanks sam :| anyways. i've been with sam since wednesday. and she's really making me feel better. even though im bi-polar i think cause i have the most severe mood swings EVER. and i hate my sister. er. i want to ( Read more... )

I feel like complete shit.
I apologize Sam, for being such a bi-polar twit at your house.
I am so forking emotional.
I went from being amazing and happy to pathetically depressed in a matter of moments.
:) My mom brought me home lilac..I love the smell of lilac.
If im feeling better, im going wakeboarding tomorrow.
I wish there was something i could do.
I ( Read more... )

Well. I got a lot out of my system last night courtesy of an email, so today im in a pretty good mood. I took pictures of one pair of laces i got, and my new cool 'dork' button. but, i decided to not put my purday undies on here. they're just too cool for pictures...plus i don't want everyone seeing my undies...lol.

( Click here biach )

Today was fun ( Read more... )

[you won't cry for my absence i know. you forgot me long ago]

this is all such bullshit. guys make absolutly no sence. and i bet i could talk to a million girls who agree. they don't understand when they hurt you. they can't admit when they hurt. they are so oblivious to so many things. and it bothers me so much. I just wish guys could be more like ( Read more... )

Im going to bed angry.
Im going to bed confused.
Im going to bed wishing i went to bed when i got home.
Cause suddenly things are complicated again.
And i can't escape.
Guys can get over things so much easier then girls.
Don't tell me you hurt just as much as i do, when you've got a girlfriend?
I bet you weren't crying tonight.
I really wish i could stop ( Read more... )

Im done. And im happy. Thats all.
<3nessa.

[she has the bruises with the linen and lace]

its so hot in my house. it must be atleast 30 degree's in my room. its all hot, and im all uncomfortable, and upset. thinking about the fucking things that always make me upset.  My life at the moment is based around a hundred million things that i dont want to want. and that hurts. And i have friends ( Read more... )