in writing this, i am not asking for your pity or anything like that. i just need to express myself some how and this seems like the best solution. if anything, i just ask that you pray or cross fingers or hug trees or whatever you believe will work. i love you all very much and i hope that you never have to experience this pain.
-megan

i find myself asking a lot of questions, mainly why, why did God do this to us, why my daddy, why that night, why this time in my life when so much is happening, what if it was me laying there instead of him, should i never smile because it seems like when i start having fun something goes wrong, what did i do to deserve this or what did my daddy ( Read more... )

so we went to the hospital at like ten and stayed till around two. i tried everything not to cry but its so hard and everytime my dad opened his eyes and looked over at me the tears just welled up and he tried to wink because since i can remember hed always wink at me and id wink back and that was like our thing, kinda like saying i love you in our ( Read more... )

( you )

ok ive really been slacking since summer started ( Read more... )

ok so since last time, a lot has happened, well sort of. haha ( Read more... )

i should prob update cause it has been quite a while, first off, I GRAD-JEW-WA-MATED, BITCHES!!!! haha yeah so that was pretty cool, me and sam were like the only ones in our row that didnt cry. haha ( Read more... )

in econ, its geigh haha ( Read more... )

sr class play is on friday and saturday! come see me sit there haha! jk. anywaysis umm not too too much going on, i seem to be quite busy which i mean i enjoy not being bored but at the same time i need me time. i havent seen my daddy in a week :'( so that makes me quite sad but i hear hes doing better and im going tomorrow night! yay ( Read more... )

wow ok so its been a crazy loooong time since ive updated ( Read more... )