Today is the first time I have felt beautifull without someone else telling me am ( Read more... )

Did you relize that you will never be the best? There will aways be somone better then you. Someone prettier someone nicer, someone with higher grades you can never ever be the best and if you are teh best right now you can bet there is someone on thier way to being better then you, then may not be born in your lifetime or in your grandchildrens ( Read more... )

I am overpowering arnt I? I'm like the perfume section of a department store, to overpower to stay a long time in but every once and a while there is this really sweet wiff of some smell you like and it can stay with you all day or it can dissapear in a second. Why do I feel so worthless? It's a thrusday and tommorows friday and I want to feel good ( Read more... )

Excuse me? Rude, yeah your right i was, I still am all the time but you know what that particular time I was trying to be polite it just came out wrong. He threatened me with an empty threat, I didn't understand I replied to it like it was a normal question, my bad I guess. What I don't understand you hypocrtical bitch is how you can say that he ( Read more... )

So rumors are obnoxiouse.... I dont like them and it cracks me up how quickly a tightly knit group of friends will turn on each other becuase of word of mouth. I wonder if we always think about what we believe in or if we always believe in what we say. I think we should honestly take each statement and evaluate it before we open our mouths, ( Read more... )

So trust issues....gone...ha! isn't that great? I made them disperse themselves.. i figured, why not feel safe when you do.... if that makes any sense. Trust really is something thats earned with me , I just have this intense fear of everyone but I try to put my past behind me and move on since the past seems to be the source of most of the ( Read more... )

lets talk, sure lets talk.....really thats so very interesting I am pretending to be happy.. now what do you want.....good for you..thats fucking wonderfull..hope you had fun...at least we are getting along now...wait what? you want me to think about what? You do? hmmm aright so now i don't know what to say...should i feel like a typical girl or ( Read more... )

The current school I am wasteing my time at
SUCKS
controling you emotions
SUCKS
Softball and my friends
ARE MY LIFE
ARE AMAZING
KEEP ME ALIVE

THANK YOU

Ha! today was sooo great I don't think I could have smiled or laughed more. Softball yeah rocked ...everything especially my little world, hell yeah we won and the ride home was the best ...yes we area wild bunch. Ohmygod I sound old...we are a wild bunch? I must be 50 years old on the inside. So today was weird because I was by my-self and I ( Read more... )