thank you bess for understanding the many metaphores possible for such an item. As for you doogie, you obviously didn't care to read the entire entry because I explain my reasoning behind the razor, not to metion you must be more shallow then I before precieved, for you too, of your own free will and thought made the razor a frightening image. Take ( Read more... )

So I really don't want to admit to it but I really had fun today. I like playing with water, I suppose thats becuase i love the water and lived around water for 9 years but whatever. My life feels good right now and I think that I'm finally repairing inside but i needed a real push to relize that I needed to fix something. I think that when a ( Read more... )

ha ha by jove! I really do hate heart of Darkness.....it's really boring. all though it does question some very important things. I like thinking about humanity and if we really are as civilized as we think we are. We have no respect for death any longer you turn on the news and you hear that two children where murdered in thier homes last night ( Read more... )

I am frustrated. I wish all of it had never happened, ever or that it hadn't ended. I wish we could have just started out friends that would have been so much Fucking easier. I hate feeling like i am at ease as a friend to someone and knowing that they have no idea how to deal with it. I feel like we are back in fourth grade and in order for us as ( Read more... )

I miss my home, my real home where I know who I am and know what I want. I miss Dane I've been trying to get a hold of him for about 6 weeks now but he's always busy doing something and I want to talk to him he's the only guy I've ever know who was comfotable enough with me to tell me everything and anything. I wish I could share some of the stuff ( Read more... )

I thought I would be alot more upset, perhaps I'm just repressing it so that I don't feel so absolutly torn. I'm not really sure. I feel like I have nothing to do anymore but I'm sure that I will find something, I will go running tonight and that will be fun....hmm...running and fun arn't usually two words i use in the same sentence. So yesterday ( Read more... )

If I can't who will wipe away my tears?

I am I being ignored or is it just me? I feel so like shit. I hate it when the closest person to me hurts me so deep. I love my art work and i work hard on it, I put everything into it and I am NOT scary, I am NOT messed up and my art work is NOT gross. Everything is falling apart and i don't know how to put it back together. The answers to my ( Read more... )

I Think that things are really becoming increasingly uncomfortable for me here. A certian teacher who is a man, who happened to be checking for collars this morning made me feel uncomfortable and i know staff read live journal so if you happen to read my journal tell that particular teacher to please remove his hand from me and kindly never touch ( Read more... )

I want to understand you and I think that it's all my fault that I don't, I feel like things are falling apart and it makes me want to cry but then I always do so what difference does it make. We don't talk together, you don't really talk, I talk but it's all muddled and it makes no sense but i try and I'm sure you do to, I just don't know whats ( Read more... )