I feel like when i get on the internet I don't have anough to do like everyone else is rushing around, bustling, bringing up millions and millions of windows try so hard to get every social thing done. I go to all the sites I can and then I just stop becuase I have no more sites to go to at least not that I know of and i am way to lazy to look for ( Read more... )

IT's one in the morning what am i doing still up and awake? I don't know I guess faking the whole studying thing. It's strange since I have been at ORME the amount that I care about my grades has gone way, way down. I don't know why but I think it might have something to do with the fact that by the third day of finals I want to kill everthing and ( Read more... )

I wonder would we say tough luck and It's your own fault and you deserve it if it where us in the same position? I'm not talking about anything in particular I just mean in every situation. If you were paralyzed becuase you ran into a street drunk would you say , I deserved this or tough luck. I know i wouldn't until much later years after the ( Read more... )

So yeah we went on Caravan, I really enjoyed my caravan and was in no hurry to get back to school. Now I did want to go back to a home but not really my home at ORME. I'm in a slightly bad mood and I think that I'm in one of those stages of being depressed, where it's always there, underneath everything, fighting me telling me there is no reason to ( Read more... )

today not a good day....
woke up cranky and sick....
Tottally empty inside.....
no I take that back full of anger and tears....
lots of tears....
fuck I failed the math test....
I hate math....

I have decided that mary was not a virgin. It was all just a big lie... I bet she was just this bomb shell and in highschool all the boys were hard off of the thought of her. I mean so say she has sex, right? and then God was like "alright your going to have a child and he is to be my son....but uh don't tell anyone you had sex cause thats kinda un ( Read more... )

I know everybody hates it when people bitch and moan on their live journals but I kinda like listening to ppl bitch and I want to bitch on mine so here goes. I feel like shit. I am in my mind and in my sight: fat, unhealthy looking, fat, and I feel like crying. I appreciate it when people tell me that I'm not that bad and that I look O.K. but it ( Read more... )

If I had to write a letter ( Read more... )

THIS IS FROM A JOURNAL I LIKE READING CALLED GIRLS SUCK ( Read more... )

third time in 24 hours. I could always just add on to previouse entries but for some reason I felt that this needed it's own page. Today is a quiet day, everything is slow and not in a bad way. Everything is slow but my mind, which is only traveling at a slightly faster pace, then everything else. This day I know is one, for me, of forgivness, ( Read more... )