Where do I begin with my downward fall? I wish that I could take this session into my car because that's where I get all my deep thoughts and revelations. I haven't been where I aught to be and its effecting me badly. I've slacked on who I am with God and let things come in my life that I should have kept under control and at bay. Now I find myself ( Read more... )

Today is a really random day to write a journal entry. Lately I've just had so much late night energy that I sometimes didn't know what to do with it. I finally hit a brick wall today and it's great because I was able to cut back on some hours and then I can drive Jake to the airport. I'm bumded, I just bought such cute dresses and now i can't wear ( Read more... )

So I was as work today, got to see Justin. I love being his buttercup, lol. Like always we flerted on the walkies, love that! He calls me later for a guest name and ended the conversation with, "will you have some tea with me in a picnic setting?" I couldn't help, but laugh out a yes because it was so cute and smart the way he did it. Love him for ( Read more... )

Okay so there is this Russian guy named Andre that went to Seattle International church. I have always secretly liked him and thought that he was so attractive with beautiful hair. I also have always wanted him to like me and talk to me, but it never worked that way. He MySpaced me today asking for my advise on a logo of his. He's going to be ( Read more... )

I was thinking about it and I realized that I would never want to be a preacher. Why I thought about that in such a random way as it sounds is because Donny in Securtiy said that she could see me as a preacher on the platform. I don't want to be anything like that. It is such a hard job to be in that position. People look up to you, God holds you ( Read more... )

It's really December 26, but because I'm still at work I'll count it was Christmas. I didn't expect much this year and what I did expect I didn't get. I knew that because Olga, Justin and Andrew got murdered the holidays were going to be hard on my family, but I thought that we would at least spend it with the whole family still like years before, ( Read more... )

Yeah haven't been on for a while, but no one really reads what I post so I'm all cool there. Let's see, I'm over the whole Bristin and Jevon thing. He isn't a good guy and Bristin will see that because it all comes out in the end, you can't hide who you really are for too long. Even if they do get married I will not have to live with that looser ( Read more... )

Ha! I am so right! Jevon and Bristin have hooked up. They have been talking and hanging out with eachother way too long for Jevon not to like her. He is a low skumbag like that. I'm glad because I wanted them to hook up. He is coming to nothing and she is going to be a someone, I'm very interested to see how this will all work out. I'm a little ( Read more... )

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I am tired of staying up at night because I hear the rats in the walls. It is the most annoyiest thing there is out there. I feel like they are going to jump out at me through the walls. They have been coming into our kitchen like all the time now and I'm just disgusted by them! We are supposed to make sure there is no food out period, but Erica ( Read more... )