i know you don't want advice - so i'll try not to put it in "advice tone".. but i wanted to let you know that your "coincedences" - de ja vu's - all of that is part of intuition - some people are more intuitive than others - but everyone has the ability..
i was scared absolutely shitless when i started opening up to mine - because freaky ass shit happened all the time - still does - but now i'm used to it - it's natural and a part of me - it was the whole time but i'm more accustomed with it now.. you know what i mean.. so try not to be so hard on yourself - this is a blessing.. i can't tell you how many times i've kept my ass out of trouble or death because of knowing what was going to happen.. i sort of love it now..
i could go on and on and on about this - but i'll stop.
i'm glad to hear you are happy - even if it is due largely to another person. <3
I'm sorry it took me so long to respond. I truly am grateful for you always being there to give me uplifting comments. I've been so rushed again lately.
I guess it all scared me so much because it hit me all at once. I'm not as scared anymore. It annoys me though. I'm trying to see it as a blessing. And I'm working on the happiness thing. And I don't exactly feel like hacking at myself right now...I guess I needed to vent like crazy.
Thank you for always taking the time to read my problems and help the best you can. It's rare to find a selflessness like that in a person. Thank you for everything. You'll be in my prayers.
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i know you don't want advice - so i'll try not to put it in "advice tone".. but i wanted to let you know that your "coincedences" - de ja vu's - all of that is part of intuition - some people are more intuitive than others - but everyone has the ability..
i was scared absolutely shitless when i started opening up to mine - because freaky ass shit happened all the time - still does - but now i'm used to it - it's natural and a part of me - it was the whole time but i'm more accustomed with it now.. you know what i mean.. so try not to be so hard on yourself - this is a blessing.. i can't tell you how many times i've kept my ass out of trouble or death because of knowing what was going to happen.. i sort of love it now..
i could go on and on and on about this - but i'll stop.
i'm glad to hear you are happy - even if it is due largely to another person. <3
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I guess it all scared me so much because it hit me all at once. I'm not as scared anymore. It annoys me though. I'm trying to see it as a blessing. And I'm working on the happiness thing. And I don't exactly feel like hacking at myself right now...I guess I needed to vent like crazy.
Thank you for always taking the time to read my problems and help the best you can. It's rare to find a selflessness like that in a person. Thank you for everything. You'll be in my prayers.
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