meditations in cannibalism
straight from the anti-christ
social media messiah
drinking bleach
"the cure....
can't be worse...
than the disease"
kill yourself first
drink the kool-aid
we'll follow suite
but you're dead either way
play the martyr all you want
but there is no one in heaven
awaiting your arrival

i've got the coldest feet in existence
you bring the heat, i wonder where the ice is
cuz the flame you have has been surrendered,
there's been a few that you've had but you
can't handle this type of weather

the desert succumbs to the rain
the newfound life carries a weight
filled with possibility
it dries in the wake of its potential

another night trying to write my way out
into a newfound conversation
unimportant yet loneliness
lingers behind any solitary second
reaching out and away from myself
i wonder who i truly am
behind the shortcuts

stiff neck
stiff drinks
wet hair
daydreams

the silent hum of anticipation
a questionable outcome that's too late to question
i cant see to my side when youre standing in my way
and i succomb to paranoia because you choose to stay

the sweet scent ( Read more... )

Pulled over gas station conversation
Poquito english
Microwave pizza with almonds on top
Sparks fly underneath the trailer careening down the freeway
I've lost all sense of where I'm going and why
But can't turn back now
Bread and sugar wasted compliments and condiments
Discarded like my fading memory

whats the point anymore ( Read more... )

Engulfed within your spectrum of understanding, the sounds all your own, thoughts dizzying, then relaxed, filling, and then starving, the warmth of the notes are in tune with the rhythm of your heartbeat ( Read more... )

broke but not broke enough
in poverty but not impoverished
good for a poor person
but too good for your class bracket
young fat and white
alone with no friends
i dont want attention
but i did