a man sucked into a wormhole of indulgence ( Read more... )

trapped inside this hell hole skull of mine ( Read more... )

fleeting regret upon finally opening up pandoras box and seeing everything that you already knew existed but couldn't find the honesty to cope with

i used to consistently write to help clear my head and to keep me somewhat organized and sane, then fell off track for a few years, i want to try bringing it back because i feel more hopeless and lost than ever before ( Read more... )

im underneath my blankets
pillow firmly on my head
the sun it slowly rises
the leaves are now all dead

i put my hands around my ears
to drown out all the noise
sleepless nights and hopeless days
theyll give you it all and then theyll take it away

and hopeless days have come and took their toll
but i take solace in myself because its all i

touch the face ( Read more... )

disregard emotion
try to let my guard down
want to let you know how much i love you
if i let you know you wouldnt want me
scary to think id give it all for you
scary to think you'd never want me

always want what i cant have
always

each movie, document, actor, actress ( Read more... )

solitary rose snaked around a white fence sitting next to a rotting pear perched atop a spike

I was on autopilot driving home from Indio today when two war planes flew over me ( Read more... )