silent night, moonlit night
nothing's changed,
nothing is right.
i should be stronger than weeping alone
you should be weaker than sending me home
i can't stop you fighting to sleep -
sleep in heavenly peace.

when i was four, i wanted a princess sparkles doll. in my relentless strife to acquire said doll, i partook in a scratch fight with my friend and fellow YMCA indian princess, meredith. it was her doll, her house, her seemingly sparkle-life that i coveted. she ultimately had longer claws, so she won. i can still remember my mom dabbing pink ( Read more... )

this is reminiscent of googlism ( Read more... )

i wish that i believed in faith
i wish i didn't sleep so late.

i'mscaredi'llhavetohavethisotherkneesurgerybeforeschoolisoverandthatblowsmymind.
i'm tired of pretending it's all a big joke.

my chest makes the creepy noises and i drinks the hot teas ( Read more... )

all of the while ( Read more... )

ahhhhhh dominick just told me that bought me a subscription to paste! as an early christmas/whatever present. i am pretty damn excited, if you can't tell ( Read more... )

I AM: leslieee ( Read more... )

i think my fatal flaw is that i believe people, simply stated.

i'm not saying that the world lies or plays me for a fool;
i'm saying that i'm naive, and i really shouldn't be at close to 22.

EDIT:why am i ridiculous? no. what i wrote sounds entirely emo. i have so many great people in my life, and tonight was drunken proof ( Read more... )

so very much to say,
that simply can't be said

last night was the first time i didn't wake up with knee pain;
glorious.