I miss zoe so fucking much. But I can't take her saying all this stuff to me. I love her yet I hate her. I miss her yet i want her to be gone.
it doesn't make since.
kaity

Zoe was a girl I could trust. She was a girl I could love. Not anymore. I led her to hate me. I led her to not love me. I led her to hurt and pain. And the sad part, i have no reason to live anymore. But I have no reason to die. She was my link to life and death. So to me I have no heart. I have no soul. I have no love. I have no ZOE.

My Dad basiclly told me he didn't want to talk to me on wednsday
My friend said i wasn't her best friend any more
me and kay got in a fight
i wanna kill myself
that about somes it up

bye kaity

This guy in my school annoys me
He teases me and he spreads rumors about
me
he thinks people are to good for him
he says the stupidest things
and i hate him
he complains how his life is worse than mine(which it might be to him)
but he hasn't even tried to listen to me because he always has to be the one to talk
g2g
kaity

Today I read I_Luv_Tom"s diary aka my Best friend Anna. Well it said she was trying to starve herself to be cool and popular it won't help i know you just get more stresssed.
now i'm worryed
got 2 think
kaity

I don't know what the heck I'm doin
Today I forgave the kid who spread rumours about me
got annoyed by kids
and helped my friend with her hw
thats not really bad but i change my mind every fricken day
i'm so bored
kaity

PS. on a caculater write 55378008 or 5318008 or 8008 and turn it over
i thought it was funny... weird.... but annoying

Some people annoy me. If your different they laugh. If your not like everyone else they tease. Today some body made fun of me because my hair is purple. They ask me why I think it's cool. I don't. I just want to be me. I don't wan't to be like everyone else ( Read more... )

I'm not the only one with a bad life. If you ever watch Degrassi thats me and my friends life. Amy was raped, Patti's dads having an affair, Shelby has diabeates. The list goes on and on ( Read more... )

This weekend was horrible. My Dad's fiance is horrible. And life in general is...HORRIBLE ( Read more... )