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missing u
quick entry I know well i think u are away doing school at that real world city austin....i am working over 40hrs a week and i am never around, cort is getting annoyed and i never drink anymore.....wierd for the summer....happy with dan but always nervous because of the year and me moving back......miss u and miss our uncertainty. everyone around ( Read more... ) -
up early
thats hot right.....look at my girly page. now i have to write each entry with colors that clash!!!! anyway I am up and not feeling to hot for my first day of work.....booo and feeling a lil unprepared to be on the phones by myself.....been looking for jobs online and 2 schools interested, Florida and a place in the City (governers Island) dont ( Read more... ) -
tooo much sleep
anyway......spoiled and my mind is going a mile a minute. felt like i just spent 3 days straight with my baby and all i can think about is how it would be like if i could see him and wake up with him everyday. i cant beleive that i am becoming that girl. actually just talked to katie about everything......lol i am even getting worried i have my ( Read more... ) -
starting the summer
one more day until X-MEN 3 and my life will be soooo much better. not that its that bad, I MISS MY YING, but I am surviving.....like destiny says "I'm a Survivor!!" missed the ending to top model and lots of general hospital, but my tv is back and thank g-d missed the food network and MAY 30 RESCUE ME with my denis leary will be back. LOVE IT, but ( Read more... ) -
updates
I guess you can say I decided to add some color in my journal. Well lets see where to begin, well i have mail that is your (sent here) but I think its junk mail, but have to ask you first before I can open it. Next could be the fact that Aris and I are fine we talked, but things have still changed a little, but then again I am changing. Just in ( Read more... ) -
i need ur thoughts
just a small town girl living in a lonely world...........
I actually had a lot of fun last ngiht. cort is gimp and can not move so she sat in a bar stool and it was entertaining. Chris and jess are having problems and seriously i do care but dont in that way....I LOVE DAN!!! i just can not stand girls they are so stupid, what he told me she was ( Read more... ) -
need u
having a brief panic attack....had really good reality converstations with cort and katie beeman today. for all the unbelief (is that a word) i have in myself, cort is a true friend and really believes in me. That is not the point just a side note. i know i am a bitch and i have to look out for my own ass and my own fuure and no one will do it ( Read more... ) -
i miss u and i should be doin work
Hey u so watched top model with sally, dont worry you are not being replaced, but its nice to have someone to watch it with. She actually listens to me when i ramble on about the show. anyway could not believe who was kicked off, but im not telling you just incase you did not watch. they are replaying in tues. anyway, since i talked to you last ( Read more... ) -
argh!!!!!
I hate begging people to go out!!!! everyone flaked out on me saying they will go and then not feeling like drinking, saying they would go and then not feelin good, i can hang out with my ex and his girlfriend, or be a tag along for the whole night. yes that was one whole sentence. dont apologize unless you think you did something wrong, ill get ( Read more... ) -
trying to avoid the wierdness
With everything happening the past few days, (ill recap) the adventures with Cort and her staying her, going out both nights on the weekends, aris comming out and then thinking she is being mean??? or snappy??, and not being able to maintain good communication with a lot of people because everyone is busy, I am sitting here not feeling to good and ( Read more... )