Comments | never_againxxx: Still sick of shit

never_againxxx

Still sick of shit

Jul 10, 2005 20:44

Some times I wish i was the same as I was 8 months ago. Not given a shit what i do. Being the first to fight. But that has all changed. It takes more. I only trust one person and he knows who he is. I hold grudges and it takes a lot for me to trust some one again. i love her to much to just let it go and not try. i dont care what any one thinks ( Read more... )

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ninjastrike_ July 11 2005, 02:03:35 UTC

fried rice?

deathdo_usparty July 11 2005, 04:19:00 UTC

i love you brother. always have. always will. the end.

acslaya July 11 2005, 04:44:55 UTC

i'll be the first to admit that it was my fault for how things turned out.and yea i bitch and complain because i wish i could still hold on to the best times of my life.i've always been that way and you know it.but when i hope to make a change for my actions and feel unwelcome then i'd rather have been told i'm unwelcome before any efforts were tried.

i've always focused on my negative aspects of life.and you are right,people may want to be around me then.but i doubt my change in attitude would change the problem at hand.

i know what i did wrong,but what did matt do?what did shupe do?what about weaver?maybe there is a reason why all of us felt unwelcome at the same time.but this is growing up.friendships are made to be tested.u know all about relationships being tested.so why give up on friends so easily when it gets rough?

you're a good kid pat.you were always there for me.and that's more than alot of people can say in situations that we've been put in.your a solid dude.don't change.

ninjastrike_ July 11 2005, 05:40:12 UTC

the only person that didn't talk to john, matt & weaver was brian.

_robotism July 11 2005, 20:18:35 UTC

actually i did.

its not my fault long involved conversations we're had.

johnshupe July 13 2005, 03:12:49 UTC

I miss you Kevin.
And still love you brother.

<3.

lips_spil July 11 2005, 17:29:50 UTC

dont let her go. thats what i think. she called me really upset the other night. Im glad to hear you say that!

johnshupe July 13 2005, 03:12:08 UTC

Patrick, I'd like to see you a lot more.
I don't really comprehend what happened to all us boys, but when I'm alone I get to dwelling on depressing thoughts like not seeing you kids anymore.
I still love you and your brother and Aaron and all those fellas, Puppy, all of 'em.
Hope to see you soon man.

<3.