for once its gonna be a happy update ( Read more... )

blahhh... just another one of those days ( Read more... )

just one of those days where nothin seems right ( Read more... )

... when all your luck's run out on you ( Read more... )

once again i am chasing after a guy that doesn't give a shit about me. that seems to be the story of my life. even though this one is a jerk and can really piss me off at times, it still sucks. i'm still a little hopeful about it, but i dont think its gonna go much further. once again i am the one left wondering where it went wrong ( Read more... )

sometimes it's hard to see that i am loved. these days get really long and i get kinda lonely. i feel like i am begging for sympathy, but i'm not. it would just be nice to know that someone cares and is thinking about me. i just want to hear "i want you to go b/c it wouldnt be the same without you!" or even just asking how i am and actually listen ( Read more... )

...cause i don't think that they'd understand ( Read more... )

Switched from xanga since I'm "not allowed" to have one anymore. Everything has to be kept a secret. It's gonna be so great when I try and actually recover from this and I can't since I'm "not allowed to talk about it." No wonder I'm such a introvert. I keep everything to myself... because that's how I was raised. No one needs to know that I'm ( Read more... )