ok this might sound a little weird but my boobs are out of control!!! im barely fitting into a 34C, and they feel huuuge to me. im sure its from the pill, and its really nothing to complain about, im sure tons of girls would love to have this problem, but its really kind of a hassle. every shirt i own is like hellooooo chest and nothing fits ( Read more... )

alright so school wasnt AS bad as i was expecting, considering i didnt get gang harrassed by shaunah and izzy and i dont have any classes with them...yet. but i do have two classes in a row with desiree, who is pretty much their bitch. i really liked her until i saw that she doesnt have any backbone and just finds people to go along with and ( Read more... )

fuuuuuck im not ready for school to start. and for some reason, the weather is always like oh schools about to start, time to get shitty. i dont have a zero period which is good cuz i have to be there at 830 instead of 730, but is bad because now i only get out early every other day instead of every day. but i only have two real classes and the ( Read more... )

why are relationships so hard. i hate fighting with people. i hate being mad and having people be mad at me. i hate being hurt and having to talk about it. i hate never feeling like im good enough. i hate feeling like a drama queen even though i know im not. i hate being compared to other people that do things better than i can. what i ( Read more... )

( the show )

yesssss sammy hagar tomorrow!! its going to be so awesome, especially since devin is coming too. its kinda weird tho, its a little like a double dating situation but with my mom. cuz shes bringing her boyfriend and im bringing mine. and their both geminis and therefore a lot alike. weird!! anyway devins on his way over right now so i should ( Read more... )

last night was good. i guess its okay if i say his name, since she found out about us anyway. i went to devins and we (sorta) watched fight club till like two in the morning. its weird/cool that he lives on his own, and that he is 21. i thought that was a little old at first, but oh well. i guess were dating now? or maybe were the bf/gf deal ( Read more... )

alright. it happened. we kissed.

aahh this is getting really bad. the one person i cant date. we hung out all day today, and he keeps telling me how much he likes me and how beautiful and cool i am.....ugh and the worst part is, if i let myself i could probably like him too. but i cant let that happen! i mean yeah, i should be able to date whoever i want...but this would just ( Read more... )

senior pictures are tomorrow, im nervous! i cut my hair yesterday, i hope it will cooperate ( Read more... )