This journal is now friends only. You can thank some immature freaking loser. Add me to your friend's list if you still want to read it, k? <3 ( Read more... )

I'm so tired right now. I woke up at 4:30 and didn't get home until 9:30 tonight. Worked swapmeet then yearbook for the remainder of the day. TOday I realized how nice it is to talk to old friends who I haven't chatted with in a while, it's refreshing to hear how they're doing. I talked a lot with Paulina and Bukky all day, which was cool. I also ( Read more... )

I wanna take a plane ride. And I have the destination picked out. Now I just need to convince my parents. HA. That's laughable. So convention is all finalized. It's Matt me Tanya Jenn Amanda and yup should be good times. Ooo but the best part is Chris will be there. Hallelujah. Finally SOMETHING goes right. Can't wait for that. I'm exhausted and I ( Read more... )

I'm really starting to feel the pain of long distance. I hate to think this is how it's gonna be for quite a while, because I feel like I can't stand it forever. It just hurts so much. I need to see you, to give you a hug, to kiss you. No matter how many times I smile or laugh in a day, it doesn't help to stop the pain. Every day is like I'm being ( Read more... )

As if every day of my life doesn't suck enough, today topped them all. Someone put me out of my misery please. Seriously. Now I see why these things are so hard to maintain. Proximity makes a big difference.

I feel...bad. Can't say what kind of bad cause people read this and I don't want them to feel bad too knowing how I feel. So I just tell my mom and sister. They feel bad for me, but it doesn't really help. Sometimes it just makes me wonder about things, then I feel worse. Nothing helps ( Read more... )

Finals are over. Finally. hahahhaha. ok sorry. Made CSF, thank the Lord. I'll be a sealbearer now, so I can not worry so much for the rest of the year. Second semester starts Monday, then when it's over, I can finally leave this God-awful place with stupid immature 13 year olds who swear they're all thug and ghetto and could care less about school ( Read more... )

Oh yeah, and Chris is leaving tomorrow to go back to Kansas. Yeah, so tonight was the last time I saw him. For a few months. Yup. Maybe convention, amybe spring break, who knows. We went to see Along Came Polly. It was cute. lol. yup. I'll miss you. <3<3<3

yay, new picture. the chicken is finally gone. Thank you Chris for taking it and sending it to me. Yes this is his photo. Of me. Yeah.

Been getting home late all week, and now I'm exhausted. I need sleep. Went to Supercross today...basically THE race of all dirt biking races, when you get to see and meet all the famous guys. It was soo fun...the guy I was rooting for, #22 (yes, MY number) named Chad Reed was the big winner. He's freakin fast, has an Australian accent, and bears a ( Read more... )