With such eager to smile and just be joyful. Due to my recent situation - I feel inadequate as far as feeling "OK", but for some reason I feel positive! WOW Amen to my prayers! I have this urge to just blow the whole situation off my shoulder, while a part of me knows I have to go through pain to get over it ( Read more... )

You Know You're Addicted to LiveJournal When...

If you can't access the site, you have a minor freak out - and a major case of hitting reload ( Read more... )

I just spent a good hour making this background... ah - so much for the hard work ( Read more... )

wow this must be universal. I'm still on HUG alert, if you see me you hug me ( Read more... )

now I know... that all those times when he was there, and pleased me - it wasn't because he "loved" me, it was because he is weak. I took all his actions as signs of affection, always feeling incomplete - and from there alot of arguments would start ( Read more... )

If you read this... and then see me... Grab me, tight, hold me and whisper in my ear - that its going to be ok... If I cry, wipe my tears away, and if I fall, please catch me. I can't hold myself up anymore... and its ok ( Read more... )

p.s. "i love you..." = a phrase I seem to be overusing. "this sh!t is bananas" = a phrase that best describes my love life... "i need your love" = the way I feel ( Read more... )

I'm on the phone with Jon, helping him out. I feel so helpless, and weak - I know I can't do this ( Read more... )

Jen came over today to do our finals for ENC1102 - William Faulkners story "Barn Burning" is long... We have taken a few brakes, Jen even made Rum Cake, which attracted Christina, so we can say that we have finished our reading... and now we are all hanging out and dancing salsa! lol So much for our "study group ( Read more... )

Where am I headed? I forgot the map ( Read more... )