I had a long entry written a minute ago. Mostly complaints due to frustration at various things, people... But just writting to made me feel better, so I deleted all of it. I figure that it's better not to offend or anger just because of my moodiness. I think I need out of the house. Dave is taking too long... I'll probably give up on him soon and ( Read more... )

This life really isn't worth it. All I have to look forward to is heartbreak, disappointment, lose, and hypocracy. Nothing can change this. There is nothing to look forward to. Nothing.

Freaking amazing weekend. And it's only saturday ( Read more... )

Looking at everyone's winter dance pictures makes me wish I would have gone... Kat keeps saying that I shoulda gone with them, but it would have sucked being the single one! Aw... I wanna dress up and look pretty and have a hot date who does sweet things... I need to stop being such a girl.

( Pictures I promised )

Today had to be the best day ever ( Read more... )

Yeah, so swimming has taken over my life. I hardly have the motivation to do anything anymore. After swimming I just want to relax and do nothing. Maybe thats why I get along with other swimmers best during season... we are all lazy and cranky. But I think Kat and I are hanging out on the early release day. Then we have the Central meet. ( Read more... )

The run down ( Read more... )

Tonight was a pasta party. It was fun. I laughed so hard I couldn't breathe. I'm excited for my meet tomorrow ( Read more... )

I'm so good at driving people away. And in the words of my mother, I'm "unbearable and ugly."
All I wanted was to be loved.