My first post from my iPhone ( Read more... )

Today I will refrain myself from calls and texting. I know I wont be missed or thought of, I know I wont get any calls or texts, but it doesnt matter ... Im not part of that life ( Read more... )

... sigh.

Time for a drive .... a long one, heart hurts so much. So tired ... and not in the need sleep way.

Im out, time for my escape.

I took a drive after work. It was nice and relaxing radio station even played to music to my tune. A good escape like usual ( Read more... )

Just so damn tired ...

Tired of caring

Tired of trying

Since I cant yell it loud enough.


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Hmm ( Read more... )

... Hmm had a good dream yesterday, really good. Heh silly happy endings. It was enough that I have thought about it a lot ... just a dream.

My wrist and elbow are a bit sore from work. Nothing severe from what I can feel but it is an annoyance.

Its my friday .... wonder what Im gonna do this time.

Well ... off to work.

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... I'll still smile till the bitter end.

Theme song for me Johnny Cash - Hurt. Its much better than the NiN version to me, and gives that dark gritty sound that tells my tale.

I feel ok, but sorrowful at the same time. Its been an odd mix for a while. Though things have been pretty decent as of late, its been nice. Some of the things I've wanted have been sorta happening ... well sorta in a .... actually Im not really sure. Things have been ok though ( Read more... )