furthermore!

[neverabsolutely]

i spent this morning dyeing the underneath of my hair and then deciding that the haircut i got wasn't working so well, so then i also spent the morning giving myself a new haircut and deciding that i will likely, from hereon in, cut my own hair

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[clamtwit]

My day is actually okay so far.

I liked your haircut. How'd you reshape it?

[neverabsolutely]

lots more layers. choppy & angled.

how have you spent today?

[clamtwit]

What do you do when you skip class? Sleep? I used to pace.

[neverabsolutely]

have my stomach be in knots about how i should really be in class.

also, phone my mom and explain why i am not in class.
honestly. i seem to do this every single time.
i think i do it more for the reason to rationalize aloud with myself.

[clamtwit]

So what do you think is the real reason for not going?

Every now and then I skip because I can't stand everyone's eyes on me when I'm late. I run late almost all of the time, but it's been only recently that I've actually been late - and it's been happening frequently. I have to really talk myself into going.

Maybe you could be a writing-singing-painting-hairstyling-astronaut. I think you'd make a good one. I wonder what your voice sounds like, sometimes.

Today I woke up early and wrote a paper that was due today for Human Sexuality about Sex Education, rushed to the library and printed it out, went to class and talked once (which is good!), and came here to read about everyone's lives.

It really is lovely outside.

Did you bandage your finger? Hope you feel better. Don't get down on yourself.

[neverabsolutely]

that is the exact real reason i didn't go.
i would have been late.
and i can't stand people looking at me when i come in the door.

once i let you in on a filter that had recordings of me singing. just for laughs, really. almost a year ago. so i assumed you'd heard.
my talking voice is really awful. low, but not low enough to be interesting.
my singing voice is somehow really high and sort of sounds like it is breaking all the time.

i wish it were lovely out, here.
it's snowing. and i have to leave soon.
ick.

it actually wasn't even bandage-worthy.
it bruised more than it cut.

[virtue_and_wine]

my day's been pretty bad inside my head but decent outside of it. your haircut sounds awesome. how's your finger doing?

[neverabsolutely]

those are my days lately, too. really.
i like my hair better now than i did yesterday.

my finger is fine. i can't even find where i cut it.

[virtue_and_wine]

i'm glad your finger is better, but we should meanwhile commiserate on that head thing.

[neverabsolutely]

oh, totally.