i haven't logged into livejournal in a VERY long time. today, i log in and the home page says my last entry was 52 weeks ago... a.k.a. one year ago. how strange. so i went to look at the last thing i posted and i am really glad i am not that person anymore. the negative energy is gone that i once had in my life and that is pretty damn awesome. ( Read more... )

just as your father told me,

"I WOULDN'T TRUST HIM AS FAR AS I COULD THROW HIM."

who knew the man would be so fucking right.

All the little ants are marching ( Read more... )

maybe you've been through this before,
but this is my first time, so please ignore
the next few lines because they're directed at you.

i can't always be waiting on you.
i can't always be playing your fool.

leaving for the beach in north carolina tomorrow with britni.
won't be back until next week.
found a nice apartment off frankfort avenue.
will be moving into it at the end of august.
i'm also going to canada and new york in october.
this will all be beautiful.
i'm reeeeeeal excited about life <3

THE THINGS PEOPLE WILL DO FOR MONEY. it is crazy.

has anyone been watching the new show on HBO called "john from cincinnati"? i've been keeping up with it. i like it because it is fresh, different, and not reality tv (for once).

britni and i will be in outer banks, nc in less than 2 fucking weeks!!!! i'm so psyched.

"i hate how i feel and this is never happening to me again."

i wrote this exactly 3 months ago today. now when i read this, i realize that i made a promise to myself. whats even better is that i am keeping it.

i become disinterested in things when there is no mystery left.

i ordered 70 dollars in books today from amazon.com. they are supposed to be here monday. i cannot wait to start reading them. i think i got 9 books ( Read more... )

i honestly do not know what i have been afraid of for so long.

i have more right now than i ever thought i would.

being alive is something i have taken for granted and i am entirely done with doing that ever again. life IS beautiful and so fucking inspiring. i don't know why i am stunned.