So I've been hanging out with this guy named Dan.. and he's totally cute and such a nice person.. but I'm getting mixed signals.

I'm not liking this so far.. =/

I'm out of the closet.

me and carissa broke up. it's final. i'm done with love. done done ( Read more... )

our 3 months was great. we went putt-putting. and she enjoyed it. i'm in love. <3

me and carissa are fighting again. i don't know what to do. she's confusing the fuck out of me. i want certainty with her again but i don't think that'll happen. thursday (the 14th) is our 3 months. i'm thankful we've made it this far.

it's been awhile.. thought i'd come back with a survey. cuz im gay ( Read more... )

I wish everything was okay. I feel like such a fucking crybaby.. whining in my livejournal over ONE girl.. when theres million others in the world. But she's special. She's unlike anyone else I've ever met. She makes me the happiest man alive.. yet she makes me the saddest. No one else could do the things she does. I'm in love with her. I love her ( Read more... )

It feels like 5 months of my life was just wasted away. I loved her. I swear to god I did. I still do. And I can't let go.

Why does she have to do this to me? It feels like I'm being tortured every single day of my life.

Maybe I'm done.
Or maybe I'm not...

to swallow my pride would be too easy ( Read more... )

Maybe they're not sending me to Michigan. I swear I hate my fucking family.

I fucking turn 19 in August. Yet they're STILL trying to control me.

Well. On the bright side.. I got my G.E.D. and that made my grandma very happy. So she gave me my car back. So I can finally get a job, look for an apartment, and get my life back.

That's it.