Wow, how long has it been since i updated? Like a year or something? Well, whatever. It's really tough; it being August and all...i've never had a full summer with Erik...how am i supposed to enjoy my summers now? Knowing that no summers will ever be the same again. Really miss him, hope he knows that..i'm still in love with him, and i always will ( Read more... )

Okay, i havent updated this thing in FOREVER. Im not really an LJ fan as much as xanga, but then again im not much of a xanga fan either cuz i've been so busy lately. I just really can't believe people sometimes. All of this drama i would have thought was settled for a long time. I guess I was wrong. I mean yea i know everyone is entitled to their ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Erik...I love you

....i wish you could have stayed and celebrated with all of us....it hurts like hell ya know...