This has been a pretty good week. Monday- valentines day which pretty much sucked. I went all day wondering why it was so bad for me, and after school I realized we barried my grandpa last year on Valentines day so that pretty much made me sad all day. Tuesday I woke up and was in one of those moods where you look at the clock in the morning and ( Read more... )

Can't you see I miss you, because I miss you. Why wont you see that I miss you!!!

Swing Life Away
by Rise Against

Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up ( Read more... )

I'm lying to the world when I say I'm fine. I'm a mess and I don't know what to do or who to talk to. Yea everyone says "you can always talk to me" but I feel like they want me to talk to them so they can know what pain I'm going through. I hate being left alone in a world I feel smothered in. I hate what I'm becoming and how I have been acting.. ( Read more... )

God the last 3 days have been hell. I just give up. The guy who has made me the happiest breaks things off because we don't know each other. But don't worry he still wants to be friends and talk.. that's just why he wont talk to me. God Damn. I don't understand this at all. How am I supposed to feel? Okay? Well I don't I feel like I did something ( Read more... )

Have you ever hid your feelings from the world, even yourself? I have been doing that for a while and today I almost broke. I was sitting in my shower and just started crying. I really miss my dad. Right now the fact that he dropped me and my brother from his life doesn't matter. I miss how much he used to care and how much he made me laugh. I ( Read more... )

I miss my baby boy...

Only you
by Ashanti

Ooooo....I can't wait to get next to you
Ohhhh....I just can't leave you alone
Boy you got me doing things that I would never do
And I can't stop the way I'm feelin if I wanted to
I'm crazy bout the way that you could make me say your name
And if I couldn't have you I would probably go insane

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So this week is the longest week in the world. Yesterday I went home after 2nd hour to sleep.. it was nice. Then today me and my baby boy were going to chill and his dumb butt feel asleep!! URG!! NO! This weekend should be kinda fun though. We were going to go to a movie tomorrow but none of us can get in.. it sucks. I don't know what we are going ( Read more... )

This weekend was the best weekend ever. First off, my mom went to Vegas for the weekend so I was home by myself. Me and Maddi went to the dance concert (good job girls!!) and then got some stuff for my pArTAY!! Tanner and Clint came over about 11 and then about 12:30ish Billy :) finally came. We had so much fun hanging out and being stupid. About 2 ( Read more... )

Have fun tomorrow girls!!!!

I'll be there watching of course!

I am in one of those moods where I am way to happy and would piss people off. I am laughing at the dumbest things too! I want to just do a jack ass stunt and sucker punch someone and start laughing! I could so see myself doing that! Maybe my brother! OHH I wonder if he will play me in Halo 2 right now so I can beat him up after I lose.. I'm evil! ( Read more... )