this is bullshit ( Read more... )

there has never been a time when i have wanted to cry more than i do now.

fuckkkkk

this hurts like hell inside and i don't know what to do.
he is my best friendi don't even know what i'd do without him ( Read more... )

jeez ( Read more... )

wow.. i haven't been on here in ages and i think i miss it. i miss knowing about the cheatham kids and their problems and having like 40 thousand friends and never caring about my homework. this really sucks. joe wilson, i miss you. we need to reconnect. i wish i'd seen you at the fair last night. maybe you'll show up to a football game?? i hear ( Read more... )

hey kids, i'm just updating for kicks ( Read more... )

i miss living. i erased three lines before deciding on starting with this.
there's so much i need to do. just so so much i need to think deeply about and so much i need to feel but i don't think anything will be worth it and i can't even see myself living to be old enough to take my drivers test. i can see driving myself off a cliff, or running away ( Read more... )

i swear, i am so effin ugly compared to all these other girls.. i can't stand to look at myspace again for the rest of my teenage life. or i might be forced to do something drastic. please, i'm begging you people.. if you see me with food, smack me. if you can't smack me at least hit the food out of my hand. hey-zeus..i need a hug ( Read more... )

okay, so i was thinking about making an entry, but jenny said GOFORIT! so here i am.. entry time ( Read more... )

sometimes when you think that everyone includes you it really means i don't know you that well, sorry.

maybe i should just call him and..

"hey, i love you. meet me at (wherever) tonite." click.

that would solve everything and i could be honest when i talk with him.

i just need a little push.

[heart]
cait