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sometimes..
sometimes there are days I really just hate my life and today is definitely one of them. who knows where this relationship is going and what am I suppose to do? and what about the bs with my parents? how does that work out? ugh I really fuckin hate this
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never ending
I hate when I'm right. Why can't we do this together? I want this change I want it more then you realize, but when lies and more lies are being found and you won't agree it's wrong and you won't change how does that work in helping us? You've never been completely 100% faithful to me this entire time and it kils me to know that. It is something ( Read more... ) -
better...
things are going better after a very rough situation with Ray and me. I really hope I'm not being niave this time..
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Will this rollercoaster come back up?
After everything that has happened and everything we have been through, good and even the bad I can't bring myself to let him go. From what you probably think is that im crazy.. and maybe i am but that is what love, real true love can do to you. it filters through every vein in your body and surrounds your mind with things that sane ppl will never ( Read more... ) -
bipolar
everything was going so good and then now I see you're up to no good.. if something does happen I won't be able to take the secrets anymore. god just please stop talking to ppl
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Shit
I really feel good at times... and then i feel bad... and then a combination of both... it's really sooooooo confusing and stressful. God why can't i just fix this one way or the other? -
I don't know
I don't know what to do. he lied again and I don't know if it will ever stop. I give too many chances sometimes but how many chances is too many for the one person you truely love?
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just stop
please stop doing this to me... you told
me you would and I know you are not.
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stupid
I'm not fucking stupid I know what the hell you are hiding and if I could I would fucking slit her throat so that I never have to deal with this again. I'm not fucking stupid I just care too much to leave. Why do you do this if you love me? what does she have that I don't? i've been here for you through everything and this is how you say I love you ( Read more... ) -
it's been a very long time
it's a new year and I haven't been good about keeping a journal updated... so much happened this year a few good followed by lots of bullshit.. right now I'm dealing with the first bullshit of 2010 and yes it is my fault maybe when I know what's going on I will have more to say...
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