its been awhile since ive updated this damn thing. i usually only update when im pissed, and if that is the case, i should have updated a long time ago. things are so stupid right now. im leaving for school in 5 weeks, and im not sure how to deal with it. marvin isnt helping the situation any. he wont talk to me about anything, and he wont express ( Read more... )

I wish things were different. I wish that Marvin was as in love with me as I am in love with him. He says he loves me and all this, but sometimes I really just wonder. He makes me so happy sometimes,and other times he makes me so upset. I hate when he isn't all over me cause then I feel like something is wrong with us. I feel a lot like it is ( Read more... )

life is just so irritating ( Read more... )

i really dont know why i am the way i am.

-so jealous
-so emotional
-so riduculously bitchy
-so annoying i have no friends anymore
-apparently so ugly nobody is interested in me.

yea i hate myself.

rah ( Read more... )

eh, I feel so shitty right now. i guess it is impossible to have a perfect day with marvin. he always gets mad at me for something or i do something to piss him off. i have no idea how to please him. i hate it. i feel like a piece of shit girlfriend ( Read more... )

im in the worst mood ever right now. idk what even started it all but today was a horrible day ( Read more... )

things suck
i miss janelle SOO much
im very unhappy right now

Things just are NOT going my way these past few days.

Last night was fun. Me, Coy, Nina, and Marvin went to Howell and got pizza, came back and watched a movie and turned in pretttttty early considering we had to wake up at 630 this morning for the ACT. I'm not sure where life is going anymore. I took the ACT today and totally bombed it. I know that it is my last chance to prove how smart I am before ( Read more... )

eh.. outlook for the next few weeks.

wednesday- work
thursday- grammas
friday- marv
saturday- act, nina marv coy NIGHT
sunday- work 1-8
monday- school
tuesday- halloween WOOHOO
wednesday- work 5-1030
thursday- idk friends??
friday-marv

rah.. coy get better.. nina i love u